Tonight the Lord gave me a glimpse into His world. what an amazing insight! As my niece, Lisette, and I were hanging out tonight. You see, Lisette is really my best friend’s little girl. She has known me for the most of her life and has always called me Tia (which for those of you who don’t know Spanish, thats Aunt). Anyway, this child is dearly loved by all who meet her. She has the most loving and patient parents. Well Lisette and I were chillin after dinner at my house and were going to meet her parents at church later this evening. I could see the anxiety rising in her, as she kept asking, “Is it almost time to leave to go to church?” Without saying it, i know that she was feeling a bit insecure without her parents around. We finally headed off to church and upon opening the door, she looked around and I saw her eyes begin to water. We had beat her parents to church. She was expecting them to be there- to meet us there, and she did not see them anywhere in sight! Her eyes began to water more and tears were streaming…I began to get impatient because I knew her parents were coming. They would never abandon her- thats the furthest thing they would do. It was then when the Lord spoke to me and told me to be patient with her, because I was exactly her. My Father in Heaven so wants me to trust him. That He alone will be my rescuer, my knight in shining armor. But do I ever let Him? Do I ever trust that He will be there for me? I am like Lisette, wandering too and fro for security that my Father is with me. When my emotions dont feel like He is near, I should know that He will never abandon me or forsake me. Heb. 13:5 He is awaiting to show me his unfailing love-every time!!! He is awaiting to love me….I don’t know why I can never trust this, but I am begining to see and understand a Father’s love. A real Father’s love for his children and its nothing like I’ve ever known!!!!!
